Well, I'm always talking about closure and how important it is to me. Today I was thrown for a loop. It is my last day at my internship...TODAY! It is a weird feeling that I wasn't really prepared for. My supervisor is going on leave, and today she said, "You're already over on your hours. Let's have today be your last day." Shocking, I have feelings of relief, not sadness.
I am going to be sad to leave my kids, but not to be done with my internship. It just means I'm one step closer to my graduate school career being over. One more Monday night class tonight, two Tuesday classes, and one Saturday class..one more paper to write too!!!
A few questions in my mind...What will transpire in the next two weeks? Will I get any interviews? Will I get any rejections? Will I get any job offers? I honestly don't know!
This "not knowing" usually bugs the crap out of me, but today I am calm and serene...go figure! I'm totally not stressing the unknown. I realize that I'm not very religious, but I do consider myself a spiritual person. The past few weeks I have been doing a lot of praying.
It may sound cheesy, but I really do think that "God has a plan" for me. I don't know if I am "meant" to get this IFS job, but if I don't get it, I'm sure there's something better out there for me. I am trying to remember that "everything happens for a reason."
I am going to stay positive, look ahead, and never look back. I will succeed, even if it takes awhile...
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